Amy’s new CD “Something Kinda OOOH” was just released and already it is a huge International  hit with Radio DJ’s giving it an average rating of 8 out of 10!! Sunshine Live Germany says “I like this track and look to play it soon,” and Z104.5 The Edge out of Tulsa, OK says “It is a fun and poppy track.” Even Billboard USA says “Something kinda cool!”

I get asked so many questions through my website so I decided to start answering them in my “What’s new” section in the member’s area! So, for all of you out there with burning questions.. send them to me and I will do my best to answer them in an honest and frank way! I can already tell you that I won’t do a nude private video no matter how much money you offer so don’t ask that one… LOL

Okay, so I decide to go and hit the town after being out of the “scene” for awhile writing a book and recording a CD and oh yeah, having twins…. Can I tell you.. what a snoozer this party was. I got all dressed up and patiently waited in traffic to walk into one of the most boring parties of my life. Is it just me? Am I over it or is it the economy? Have people forgotten what it is like to have real fun? Any comments would be appreciated since I am now wondering if I have truly gotten old!

Joanna Kruppa is making her debut on “Dancing with the Stars Tonight!” For those of you who don’t watch the show- it’s okay.. just try to take a second and vote for her. She is a super sweet girl and has been working really hard to master her first dance tonight..

PLEASE VOTE!!

Wow.. in an instant, your life can change. You can see it for what it was always meant to be- when you look into the face of your children. I never in a million years thought that I would get pregnant and have kids, but I wouldn’t trade it for the world. For those that don’t know, I gave birth to two beautiful babies on May 28th. They were several weeks early, but they are both doing well. It’s funny, all the hustle I did in the Entertainment Industry, the sets I got to work on, the countries I was able to visit- they pale in comparison! I will always have my career and my work. It will always have a place in my life, but for the next few months, I want to enjoy each and every moment that my new twins spend smiling for the first time, grabbing my hair or my lips, discovering a pacifier, and all the little stuff that babies do. They smell so amazing and they have defied the odds over and over again and I am so very proud of them! Thank you to everyone who sent me prayers and well wishing when I went into the hospital over 2 months early. I will keep everyone updated on the babies as often as I can.

I can now confirm that I must be a stalker magnet! I already have one stalker in prison- What a painful ordeal that was.. and now, my new stalker is actually trying to post right here on my very own blog! The nerve, right?

This guy contacted me about images that he was using illegally (he didn’t pay for them nor did they belong to him in any way). He asked me politely if I should take them down. My manager said yes (They were copywritten images and not his). Then, he had the audacity to ask me for the numbers assigned to the copyrights!? He acted as if I had stolen his images.. good lord..This started a dialog with him that will now not end.. I have reported him to the internet division of the FBI as well as the CCU. The guy has even sent me his supposed address.. He actually went so far as to try to scare me by telling me that he knows a guy that he can pay to “hurt people.” Well, if it is one thing that I am not, it is a scared little girl- I have had enough licks in life to know how to defend myself. This guy is like a terrorist operating in what he thinks is fear for me. What a waste of time.. Since I respect the people who follow my blog and their comments, I wanted to see what you guys think I should do? I have his supposed physical address and name.. Give me your opinion on how to proceed while I await my meeting with the CCU..

Much appreciated.. and stalker, if you are reading this.. get a clue and a life while you are at it.. You are done with mine..

I woke up today in a very introspective mood.. I started to look back on my life and at some of the people who have been wonderful to me and then at those who have been truly shitty.. I realized that I have done the best that I can with my life so far- a far cry from perfection and some definite speed bumps along the way- but I survived and I survived a lot of shit that could have wrecked me, but I didn’t let it. I have made some serious mistakes when it comes to letting people into my life and certainly have taken care of a few too many “wounded souls” that I thought I could somehow fix.. people change when they want to and on their own terms and sometimes not at all- they remain assholes for their entire lives.. but you have to let go and just be able to look in that mirror every morning and be okay with what you see staring back at you. Some people think I am pretty and others think I am ugly and that’s okay.. I actually don’t care anymore what people who have found some reason to hate the way I look or speak think.. if it gives them pleasure to diss me, so be it.. I am growing up and with that comes a huge amount of self acceptance and it feels really good. I can be that person that wakes up feeling like they won the lottery of life.. because I have to tell you- there are thousands of people in the world each day that don’t get to wake up anymore… food for thought..

Does it constitute Stalking when a girl is doing it to you? Is it strange when she follows your life and career? Is it envy perhaps? I wasn’t really born with a jealous bone in my body and if I did have one, well, cancer took care of that.. You rethink everything about what is beautiful when you are losing your hair! Maybe she is just “hot” for you and that is why she subscribes to your videos? I did have a very real and very dangerous stalker who is thankfully behind bars. I may seem tiny to some, but I really don’t put up with much of the Hollywood BS and I will never be accused of being fake to someone that I don’t care for or that has wronged me and never made it right. Most people say that it is just simple jealousy but for someone who doesn’t feel that emotion, it is hard to understand. Maybe she will get bored of me and move on to another successful girl- or maybe just get a life?

These photos might be hard to look at for some of you, and I apologize up front.. but I thought it was important to share this story.. One of our dogs recently escaped from our yard and was mauled by a coyote.. He lost a ton of blood and was barely breathing.. it isn’t exaggerating to say that he was on his deathbed.. so we rushed him to the emergency room and once he was fairly stabilized, he underwent surgery to sew up his massive amount of puncture wounds including a lung.. he was on a morphine drip and heavily sedated and unrecognizable.. We would take him from the vet during the day back to the emergency vet during the night so that a pair of eyes could be on him 24/7.. I would visit him and lay on the floor cuddling his broken, bloody body and telling him how much I loved him and praying that he be strong and pull through this.. that was a week ago and here he is today.. home where he belongs.. He still has a ton of stitches and will be on pain meds for quite awhile but his will to live was stronger than that coyotes jaws and teeth… We all have free will.. don’t forget it!

I would like to thank Kelly for pointing this out…Now, I am not sure if this is the truth or not but it certainly freaked me out! Did anyone ever read the book “1984?” The whole Big Brother thing just seems reminiscent of Communism and not the Democracy that we all believe we are living under.. I welcome all comments on this one!